WE RIDE

Can I just say that the Lord is absolutely amazing? Well, the Lord is absolutely amazing. Not only did he die for us s long ago but he is continually, to this day, still fighting the battle for us if we let him.The Lord gave me this vision a few days ago and it just blew me away, all I could say was "thank you Lord, I love you!" over and over again I repeated this! The vision was one of simplicity but yet, besides love, one of the hardest things for us to grasp!

  In this vision the Lord and I were riding this white horse. There were thousands upon thousands of other people behind us on horses. we were riding toward this group in front of us, that just felt evil, I could obviously tell it was the enemy. I was holding this huge flag in my hands waving it around and I started to notice soemthing. In my dream I realized that as long as I was waving the flag the enemy would retreat but when my arms grew tired and I'd stop for a minute the enemy would gain ranks again and stand firm to fight! The whole time the Lord was gearing the horse, telling it which way to go and which way not to go. All I had to do was wave the flag. When  woke up I immediately knew what that flag was, it was praise. As long as I was praising my Lord I need not worry, but even when I was tired or lazy he was still there leading the way!

SO I pretty much just am in love with my Jesus!!!!!! YAY!!!!!

Hot or Cold

Ok so I am going to rant for a bit about something I am feeling but nothing may even come out to make sense. So this is my disclaimer to say it is just me ranting about what I am feeling right at this moment:

    I spent the beginning of this evening at an awesome prayer service where the Lord started to get a hold of me! The Holy Spirit just sort of hugged me tonight and was my comfort. After prayer Mandy and I walked back to her apartment and then met up with J Smalls and Aleena. This is all the boring stuff just letting you in on some details skip down if you don't want the details. Then we went and got food and came back to the apartment where  I sat eating my wendy's and becoming engolfed in LOST again. Then the girls left and shannon came and picked me up and this is where the ranting begins:

        Shannon took Jessica M. home then we headed to walmart and I experienced something I have NEVER experienced in a walmart. When we walked in it was completely empty and it stuck out to me because no matter what time f day it was I have never seen a walmart this empty, ever. So, we start walking to get our stuff and I start feeling eeery and like something is up. So, then we head over to Samuel's house. When we get there we walk in in the middle of a conversation about people being delivered from demons. We are here for a while and then we all leave and  go with Mandy Smith. First weird thing that happens with Mandy and I is we go down a road all of us always drive down and it is closed of for some type of road work so we take a detour that ends up taking us in a circle, the whole time still feeling kind of an eery feeling. As we get closer to campus we realize we have seen a lot of people walking, mind you it is 3 am, on the streets and stirs both of us. Then the werdest thing of all is we gt parked on campus and get out of the car and I just feel this complete thinkness and heaviness on this campus. I looked at Mandy and asked her if she felt and she did.

Now I say all that background stuff to tonight to say that I feel like thigs are going in extreme ways tonight. I was talking to Andrew and Ashley about this the other day, but I believe there are decisions being made  right now. People are either going to go full fired or hard as ice. There is not very much room for gray anymore, God is tired of lukewarm. I feel like some crazy stuff is happening in the spirit tonight and so I cannot wait to wake up and see the affects that have come forth!

Submission

Interesting revelation (kind of)

1 Peter 2:13-17

     "Submit yourselves FOR THE LORD'S SAKE to EVERY authority instituted among men: whether to the king, as the supreme authority, or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right. For it is God's will that by doing good you should silence the ignorant talk of foolish men. Live as free men, but do not use your freedom to cover-up for evil; live as servants of God. Show proper respect to everyone: Love the brotherhood of believers, fear God, honor the king."

Ok, so as I started reading this he first thing that stuck out to me and made me go, "hmmm, interesting" was where it says to submit for the Lord's sake. It does not say anything about it bringing us good fortune or what not but it says for the Lord's sake. That means something! You see often times we are so "holy" that we begin to rebel against authority in our own little way, but rebellion is rebellion no matter what mask you put over it! So, as we rebel towards authority people see it and since we are stating to represent God we begin to represent him wrongly in or rebellion and such! People see it and turn from God because they then have an excuse to call us hypocrites!

  And as the scripture conitnues it talks about how doing good will silence the ignorant talk of foolish men. Becuase when we do what is right and good people don't have a basis to talk and thus it becomes ignorant... but on the other hand if we rebel and are hypocritcal their talk is no longer foolish!

  Lastly, we are free...God gave us that blessing, but freedom is no reason for us to allow ourselves to sin and represent God poorly! we are free so we can use our freedom to reach people and bless God not blame our sins on us being human and free to make decisions!

  So, let's get this in our minds...if we love and do what is right we will not be pushing people away or give them room to talk in ignornace, but if w continually do the same rebellious things over and over again then aily we are keeping, if not pushing, people away from the Lord!!!

Beats

Beats

The days seem so long...never ceasing!

My heart beats grow dimmer and seemingly fade away.

I want to long for a time near by when I will hear the beat again...

That beat must change though, no longer to be mine!

The beat of your heart is what will push me, to know what you desire and long for.

To forget about the things I have done to make me strive before and look to the you, the creator of the beat!

One, two, three beats...four, five, six beats...and every beat after belongs to you.

Let me hear what is important to you; the lost, the dying, the sick, they're not few!

I want to burn how the beat has made me to!

Days will go by faster,  I will feel more alive!

Make it tday, Lord, that your heart beat becomes mine!!!!!!!

I don't know what was going on but God has be giving me stuff like this lie crazy, and this is truly my cry!!! I have been pretty much praying this for months now and so I am excited to have this given to me by God!!! I love the Lord and I love knowing his heartbeat!!!!!!!!!!

RIP: Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin!!!!!!

I loved watching his shows!!!! Now I shall no longer see it without thinking of his horrific death!!!